A Forced Encounter Leading to Unexpected Happiness

Two years ago, I was assaulted by Mr. A, who attended the same gym as me. We had only met a few times at the gym, but as he started talking to me, we became a little closer. I had a feeling that he liked me, but honestly, I didn't find him attractive and felt a bit repulsed by him, so I had no intention of dating him. Mr. A never asked me to date him either, so we just went to movies and dinners together. Then, on my birthday, Mr. A suggested we go out for dinner. I didn't have a boyfriend at the time, and I had plans with friends that weekend, so I agreed to let him treat me. However, unlike usual, he took me to a romantic restaurant. He wasn't the type to know such places, so I thought he must have researched hard, which made me a bit nervous. I also felt that he might say something serious. After having a little alcohol, he drove me home, but he stopped the car in a deserted area. He turned to me and said, "I like you, please go out with me." His gaze was so intense that I got scared and backed away, but Mr. A locked the door and tried to kiss me. I resisted and told him to stop, but he pushed the seat back and leaned over me, trying to kiss me again. As we struggled, Mr. A seemed to get excited and started groping my breasts and putting his hand under my skirt. I desperately tried to escape to the back seat, but he pinned me down, and while I was trying to fend off his touches, he forcibly kissed me. The moment I thought, "He kissed me!", Mr. A's fingers slipped into my panties. I shook my head and tried to pull his hand out, but my stockings got in the way, and I couldn't. Meanwhile, he was groping my breasts with one hand and licking and sucking my nipples with his tongue. Maybe it was because of the alcohol, but I started to feel aroused. As I got wetter, Mr. A made squelching sounds and started playing with my private parts. I became dazed and felt enveloped by Mr. A. Then, he pulled down my panties along with my stockings. I felt the air on my private parts, and when Mr. A's member touched me, I thought he was going to penetrate me, but I couldn't do anything. He firmly held my hips and entered me from behind. It hurt at first because I wasn't very wet, and the pressure from Mr. A's member was intense, but the combination of feeling and excitement from not having had sex in a long time made me climax multiple times. Mr. A ejaculated inside me, and my womb felt very hot, but there was nothing I could do. After that, he took me to a hotel and embraced me multiple times. I no longer had the will to resist and climaxed multiple times again. Mr. A was very skilled, and I was completely at his mercy, just accepting him. After that, we awkwardly started dating. I couldn't refuse anymore. Although it started forcibly, it might have been for the best. As we started dating, I began to see Mr. A's good sides, and now I feel a bit of happiness.