I was the vice-captain of the volleyball team and retired in the summer of my third year. Shortly after, I was assaulted. It seems that the junior female members disliked me and asked some boys from a nearby boys' school to assault me. One evening during summer vacation, I was assaulted in my dorm room. By the next afternoon, I had been passed around by six boys. Since I was a virgin, it hurt at first, but after hours of it, I started to feel it and even moaned. I climaxed and lost consciousness multiple times. I was the only third-year student living in that dorm, so the juniors would occasionally come to watch. They laughed while watching. I must have been really hated. My room was on the third floor, and the dorm manager was an old man, so he didn't notice. They filmed it, and in the end, I couldn't go home for the summer and was assaulted every day. They even put a vibrator in my anus and made me spread my legs and urinate in front of them. Eventually, I didn't care anymore and started moving my hips on my own, finding pleasure in climaxing. The dorm was at the foot of a mountain, so we did it in the woods and on the balcony. After the summer vacation ended and the dorm cafeteria reopened, they would come after meals. I was their toy, but by then, I didn't feel like I was being assaulted anymore. I had become a numb, pleasure-seeking woman. For the seven months until graduation, I rarely went home and was assaulted by six or seven boys every day. I think I did it with most of the students from that boys' school. Even after graduation, I would go out to get picked up and have sex immediately. I've had multiple abortions and can't have children anymore. I've only experienced normal sex with one man twice, but I didn't feel anything. My mind is numb, and my body is broken. Unless it's a gang rape-like situation, I don't feel anything. I've had consensual sex with anyone at every job I've had. Now, I work part-time sorting packages at a delivery center, and I have sex with four or five people there every day. I always choose jobs with many men. At the first welcome party, I invite everyone. They are happy, and I love consensual sex. I'm just a perverted, pleasure-seeking woman, but I can't stop doing what feels good. My life ended with volleyball in my third year of high school. I don't care anymore. I'll live doing what feels good.
