"Liam, are you okay?"
"Yeah... thanks for taking me out."
"...It's the least I can do."
I bring the jasmine highball to my lips.
"Ah, maybe I should just break up... I don't even know if I still love him, and I know it's better to break up, but I just can't seem to let go."
The alcohol is kicking in, making me more talkative than usual. As I continue to gulp down the cold jasmine highball, I wonder what I'm telling my junior, and Liam lightly taps my hand.
"Liam, aren't you drinking too much? Be careful."
"Hey, it's fine! I've got way more drinking experience than you, Alex!"
"...But you always drink too much at parties."
Alex listens quietly to my story while slowly sipping his green tea cocktail.
Maybe I got carried away, as my face gets hotter, and I realize I'm drunk.
"Alex, I think I'm drunk."
"I know. Where's your home again?"
"Home... I'm still living with my boyfriend, so I don't want to go back."
"...That puts me in a tough spot."
"Hey, please, stay with me until late tonight."
"You can't drink until late when you're this drunk."
Alex offers me water to calm me down.
"Liam, where's your home?"
"...Alex, you're mean."
"Say what you want."
Alex raises his hand slightly to call the waiter for the bill.
"Hey, Alex."
"What is it?"
"I missed the last train."
"What?"
I didn't want to go home from the start, so I lied about the last train time when asked.
"Sorry, Alex."
"...Did you choose this station close to my house on purpose?"
"Would you be mad if I said yes?"
"I'd be exasperated."
Alex says this while settling the bill and picking up my belongings.
"How much was it?"
"It's fine today. I came to comfort you because I felt sorry for you."
"Are we going home?"
"...What else would we do?"
As planned, I arrive at Alex's house, and maybe because I'm drunk, I'm unsteady on my feet. I think it's a clean room for a guy living alone as I sit on the floor.
"Don't sit there. If you want to change, you can use my clothes and sleep on the bed. Water too,"
"Alex, come here."
I hug Alex from behind as he angrily tries to get out some loungewear. Even though I haven't broken up with my boyfriend yet, I wonder why I'm doing this, but my thought process is impaired by the alcohol.
"...Liam, I'm serious, unlike you."
"What do you mean?"
"I've always liked you, Liam."
"...?"
"Can you promise me? That you'll break up with that awful guy you're dating who cheats."
Alex looks at me with serious eyes. Honestly, I didn't care about my boyfriend anymore. He hurt me so much, and I knew I had to leave him, but I couldn't.
"Okay, I promise."
"Are you serious?"
"I am. I promised, so what will you do, Alex?"
"..."
Alex looks troubled for a moment, sighs as if giving up, and pushes me onto the bed.
"Whoa, what are you doing, Alex?"
"You're mean, you knew I liked you all along."
"Alex, ah..."
Alex pins my wrists to the sheets and kisses me fiercely. His rough mouth makes it hard to breathe.
"Alex, ah..."
Alex slips his hand under my shirt and roughly pulls it up.
"Because you're mean, I'll be mean too."
"Ah, wait..."
"I won't wait."
He pinches my nipple through my underwear, and I can't help but let out a sound. Even though he's my junior, I realize he's still a man, and I can't resist his strength.
"Take this off."
"What?"
"Take everything off."
Alex takes off his T-shirt and removes my skirt.
"Can't you do it yourself?"
He whispers "Hurry" in my ear, sending shivers down my spine. As I slowly lower my underwear, Alex smiles with satisfaction.
"Liam."
"Ah, wait..."
Alex spreads my legs and licks my clitoris. My body reacts with just a little stimulation, and I feel my face getting hotter with embarrassment.
"Hey, Liam, just think about me for now."
"Ah, wait..."
The obscene sound and my voice echo in the room as he sucks on my clitoris, making me want to cover my ears.
"Wait... ah..."
"Don't move."
He holds my trembling body down, spreading my legs, leaving me with no escape from the pleasure.
"No, I'm going to..."
"Go ahead."
"Ah, ah, ah!!"
As soon as he makes a sound, I reach my climax. Maybe because I'm drunk, my body feels hot, and my head feels like it's going crazy.
"You're so wet."
"Don't say that..."
Alex's long, firm fingers slowly enter me.
"Ah..."
When he presses deep inside, the pleasure builds up, and I can't help but let out a sound.
"It's tight inside."
"No, Alex..."
"Do you like it here?"
"!!!!"
When he presses a spot deep inside, my vision goes white. Experiencing a sensation I've never felt before, I desperately grip the sheets and twist my body, but it's futile. Alex finds that spot and teases it, watching me moan with satisfaction.
"Ah, no..."
"Enjoy it, Liam."
"No, wait... it's coming... ah!"
My body convulses as waves of pleasure hit me. Even after reaching my climax, the afterglow doesn't fade, and all I can do is breathe desperately.
"You're cute, Liam."
Alex gives me a light kiss and lays me on my back.
"...Alex?"
"Stay still."
I hear the sound of a condom packet being opened, and as I try to turn around, Alex stops me.
"I said stay still."
"!"
Alex pulls my hips closer and slowly enters me. I can feel him going deep inside from behind.
"Ah... no, not deep..."
"Quiet."
"Ahhhhh!"
He pulls back slightly and then thrusts deep inside, making me cry out. My body goes limp, and I press my face into the pillow to stifle my voice.
"It feels good inside you."
"Ah, ah..."
"Can't you hear me?"
Alex says something, but I can't focus on anything but the pleasure, just moaning as I'm shaken by it.
"Remember me with your body too."
"Ah, Alex..."
"I'm about to..."
"Ahhhh!!"
He thrusts deep inside, and Alex slows down. Only the sound of our breathing echoes in the quiet room as I try to cope with the pleasure coursing through my body.
"I really want you, Liam."
Alex gently kisses my cheek and holds me close.
I start to think I want to leave my boyfriend, who doesn't care about me, and be with my junior, who likes me.
Fin.
