I was really an ordinary and typical housewife,
but this summer, I ended up having an affair with my ex-boyfriend for the first time in my life.
Honestly, I'm confused,
and I can't believe what I'm doing myself.
While I was in a daze,
it felt like everything around me was moving like a scene from a movie.
It all started with
a one-night trip with my ex-boyfriend.
No, actually, it started before that,
but the truth is,
I think it's normal for a typical housewife to keep a trip with an ex-boyfriend a secret from her husband,
but it was my husband who actively encouraged me to go.
Is there such a ridiculous thing?
Even my friends
told me so.
I wasn't really
keen on it,
but I think these things are only understood between a husband and wife.
There was a time when
both my husband and I were quite drunk,
and we had sex.
I seem to have talked quite a bit about my ex-boyfriend back then.
My husband was a good listener,
and with the alcohol and sex, I was in a daze.
I ended up telling my husband something like,
"Sex with my ex-boyfriend was so good that I can't forget it."
The sex with my husband at that time was
surprisingly masculine and intense,
and it shocked me.
Since then, every time we had sex,
my husband persistently asked about my ex-boyfriend.
Because I was foolish, I told my husband
about countless times we had sex.
About wearing a mini skirt without panties
and going on a slightly revealing date,
feeling the breeze, and so on.
About having outdoor sex on a park bench
even though people were watching.
About my ex-boyfriend's penis being
like a bat, huge.
I probably told my husband
everything I shouldn't have.
When I told my friends,
they said, "There's no wife as foolish as you."
"If I told my husband something like that,
he'd kill me.
What were you thinking?"
But I didn't want to lie to my husband,
so I intended to confess honestly.
My husband is unbelievably
always kind
and has never been angry.
Every time my husband heard my story,
he praised me, saying,
"Your sensitivity has improved because you had a lot of sex with your ex-boyfriend."
Moreover,
he even said,
"Why don't you go on a date with your ex-boyfriend?"
I said,
"He's probably forgotten about me by now,"
but at times like this, strange things keep happening to me.
A friend happened to meet my ex-boyfriend and
he asked, "How's she doing?"
and my friend gave him my email address.
Then, I immediately got an email from my ex-boyfriend,
and we ended up exchanging emails.
I didn't want to keep this a secret from my husband,
so I showed him everything.
Finally,
I got an email from my ex-boyfriend saying,
"If you'd like, shall we meet once?"
My husband said,
"It's been a while, so why don't you go on a date?"
But that night, we had intense marital relations.
While having sex,
I said, "I'm not interested in my ex-boyfriend at all anymore,"
and my husband said,
"Go on a date for my sake."
I thought he was a strange person.
Somehow, I had a vague feeling,
but after listening to my husband several times,
even foolish me started to understand.
He had a normal face,
but my husband was jealous of my ex-boyfriend sex stories.
He didn't show it,
so I always thought he was a kind husband,
but I was foolish.
The more jealous he got,
the more intense our marital sex became,
and I finally understood that my husband wanted to be jealous.
So,
I repeatedly asked my husband,
"Is it really okay if he holds me?
I'll end up having sex."
My husband said,
"We had sex many times before,
so it doesn't matter how many times you have sex now."
"But back then, it was before I met you,
so if I meet him now, it would be cheating."
"Then just cheat,
let him see the current you."
"If you say so,
I'll let him hold me,
so don't say anything strange later."
And I ended up going on a date with my ex-boyfriend.
"You haven't changed,
but haven't you become more beautiful than before?"
My ex-boyfriend was still smooth-talking,
but being complimented didn't feel bad.
My ex-boyfriend, who was good at getting me on board,
skillfully led me to my first affair.
Although I had heard from friends,
illicit sex is indeed amazing.
I let out a loud, passionate voice
and lost myself,
which was really embarrassing.
On my way home,
I rode a swing in a nearby park,
feeling a complex emotion that I couldn't go straight home.
When I quietly closed the door at home,
my husband gently welcomed me and
asked, "How was it?"
Even when asked, "How was it?"
I could only answer, "It's complicated."
But while being held by my husband,
I couldn't help but think of my ex-boyfriend who had just held me.
After being held by a man other than my husband for the first time in a long time,
it was indeed exciting.
My husband kissed my entire body
as if to cleanse my dirty self.
Even though the afterglow of my ex-boyfriend still lingered,
I ended up being held by my husband.
I'm quite a naughty wife.
Am I gradually becoming a lewd mature woman?
My body feels it every time,
it's really indecent.
Actually, it was a one-night trip recommended by my husband,
but I had a little
guilty feeling because I lied to my husband a bit,
and it thrilled me.
It was because Hiroshi, my ex-boyfriend's friend,
Yuu, was also with us.
I knew him since I was dating Hiroshi,
and that night, as expected,
I had a group sex with Yuu while Hiroshi watched.
I became Yuu's toy.
Hiroshi was watching nearby,
grinning.
Why do men like this kind of thing?
I don't like group sex with two men at once,
it's distracting.
I want to have more intimate sex.
But I became Yuu's toy,
and even had my pubic hair shaved,
becoming hairless.
When I think about what my husband would say if he saw it,
I had entrusted the digital camera my husband asked for to Hiroshi.
It was full of uncensored erotic images of me being held by Yuu.
After returning home,
I silently handed over the digital camera,
and later my husband said,
"Did you have a 3P orgy?"
He was surprised, but
he didn't get angry about me being held by Yuu.
On the contrary, the uncensored erotic photos of
two men sticking their penises to my breasts
became my husband's favorite.
After returning from the trip,
even dating Yuu became approved by my husband,
and I wonder if it's really okay to be doing this.
When I told my friends about this,
they said, "You're really a foolish lewd woman,
and your husband is a foolish cuckold,"
which shocked me a bit,
but I think this peculiar marital relationship will continue in the future.