The reason for my divorce from my husband was my affair.
What was supposed to be a fling turned into an obsession with infidelity,
and my husband found out, leading to a mutual divorce.
I am currently 39 years old and divorced.
I soon broke up with the man I was having an affair with as well.
I am currently unemployed and looking for a job.
I called up Mike, who was in the same department as me when I was working at a company,
and we went out for drinks.
He is still single and doesn't have a girlfriend.
We drank and sang, talking about how lonely it is to be alone.
With a bit of alcohol in me, I jokingly said,
"Living alone is lonely for both of us.
How do you handle things on your end?
Aren't you all pent up?
You must be watching a lot of adult magazines and videos, right?"
I teased him.
He is 26 years old.
He's very quiet and a bit unreliable,
but I couldn't help teasing him to see his troubled face.
My former junior colleague said,
"Yeah, you got me.
But there's nothing I can do about it."
"How about it? Want to cross the line with me?
I have a lot of experience,
so I think it would be good."
"Really? I'd love to,
but please don't tease me. I'll take it seriously."
We left the bar and I told him to buy some protection at the drugstore.
He hurried into the store and stopped a taxi.
It's been three years since my divorce.
During that time, I haven't had any intimate encounters,
and I had a strong desire to be held.
Even when we got to the room, he seemed unable to believe it
and was fidgeting.
I said,
"Get undressed,"
and he stripped down to his briefs.
But his private part wasn't aroused.
I helped him take off his briefs,
and as expected, it was drooping and almost hidden in his pubic hair.
I quickly got naked too
and sat in front of him, giving him my special vacuum fellatio.
His penis quickly became erect,
pulsating.
"No, I'm going to come,"
he said, and before I could pull away, he ejaculated multiple times.
I caught it in my mouth and transferred it to his mouth,
and he swallowed it.
He drank his own semen
gulping it down.
I lay on my back in front of him
spreading my legs in an M-shape.
"Lick it,"
I said, and he sucked and licked with his tongue,
becoming a man starved for affection.
I said,
"Put it in,"
and as he climbed on top of me, he used his hand to find my spot
and thrust in all at once.
It had been a while since I was penetrated, and I let out a sound.
But I remembered we forgot to use protection,
so I pulled away.
He was surprised and asked,
"Why?"
in a worried voice.
"Put on the protection,"
I said, and he looked relieved as he put it on
and thrust in again.
I held his hips tightly with both hands
and moved my hips in sync with his movements.
This time, perhaps because he had already ejaculated once,
he continued thrusting for a while.
He wasn't very skilled,
but he thrust into me with all his might.
With a groan of "Ugh,"
he finished ejaculating on my chest.
Honestly, it wasn't very satisfying sex,
and I ended up feeling more frustrated.
I don't like men who are bad at sex.
I think I'll find another man somewhere
and have sex again.
