Since I started writing about my experiences on this forum, I feel like I've become much bolder,
and it's a little scary, but I've realized that I was very naughty myself.
When I was a student, I wasn't that interested in sex and only occasionally masturbated, so I can't believe how proactive I am now.
Even with my husband, I only did it to have children.
Yesterday, he called me in the morning, and we went to a hotel again.
I still feel guilty, but I really wanted to see him,
and my curiosity about sex grows every day, and I want it immediately.
As soon as we met, we headed to the hotel, and I couldn't resist kissing him.
"Yuki, what's wrong? Today?"
"...."
"You're different than usual. Did something happen?"
"... I just really want it... I can't wait... make me feel good quickly."
"Then, shall we take a shower together today?"
"! ... Okay, I'll undress, so wait..."
"No, I'll undress you,"
he said as he undressed me.
When he took off my bra and touched my breasts while sucking my nipples, I was so excited that I couldn't help but make a sound.
He moved downwards and touched me over my panties, and I was already so wet that it made a squishy sound.
"Take off my panties, they're getting dirty."
"But it's more exciting from above... you're so excited that it's making a sound, right?"
"... It feels good, but if they get dirty, I can't wear them back... please take them off."
"... How about going without them?"
"... No, if I don't wear them, everything will get dirty."
"Okay,"
he finally took them off.
After that, while he was undressing, I took a shower and washed myself, but he suddenly hugged me from behind.
"I'll wash that for you, leave it,"
he said with a laugh.
I thought he was joking, but he started touching my breasts with his left hand and my private parts with his right hand from behind.
"No! If you touch me now, I'll..."
"Turn around..."
We faced each other, hugged, and kissed.
He touched my breasts and sucked them, and I almost collapsed as his lips licked and sucked my body.
While he was doing that, he lifted my right leg, and before I knew it, he was looking up at me from below and started licking my private parts.
"This position is embarrassing."
"But it feels really good, right?"
"... Yes, but it's embarrassing..."
"Then, how about licking here?"
he said as he licked my clitoris from below.
"!! No, I'm going crazy!"
"Your clitoris is really erect, Yuki."
"Erect?!"
"It's getting bigger, and I want to suck it,"
he said as he started sucking it with a sound.
I was so embarrassed and felt like electricity was running through me that I couldn't stand and collapsed on him.
After a while, he lifted me up and said,
"Next, give me a blowjob."
"Okay,"
I took him in my mouth and licked him with my tongue, and he said,
"Did you practice with a vibrator?"
"!!... Is something wrong?"
"No, you're really good at it... it feels great."
"Don't say that... but I'm a little happy."
"Look at me while you do it."
"Okay,"
I licked and sucked him, imagining myself being very naughty, and for some reason, I felt it?! After a while, he said,
"Can I come in your mouth?"
"!!!... Okay,"
I had never done that before, and I had read about swallowing semen on the internet, but...
I was surprised at myself for answering without thinking.
"I'm coming!"
When his semen filled my mouth... the smell? The taste? The amount? It made me choke, and I couldn't help but spit it out.
He looked apologetic and said,
"Are you okay?"
"... No, I'm not okay."
"Sorry."
"... You don't have to apologize. I couldn't handle it... I thought it would be okay because it's yours, but it was my first time... I'll try harder next time."
"Hmm, is it something to try hard at?"
"Yes, I'll try harder,"
we had a strange conversation, "laugh" but honestly... I don't think I can like it.
After that, we went to the bed, started with a kiss, he licked my breasts and private parts, and then he entered me.
My body was very hot at that time, so I came quickly... but I didn't lose consciousness.
Maybe I'm getting used to it? When he entered me from behind while I was on all fours, it felt the best, and when he pulled my arms from behind, making my upper body arch backward, I felt so good that I think I screamed a lot.
Recently, I've been looking at "naughty photos" on the internet,
and I feel like a model, and it makes me feel even more.
Next, he held me from behind, and I felt it in that position too.
Finally, I straddled him and sucked his nipples.
"Yuki, when did you learn to do that? It feels great!"
"I did it naturally."
"You've become a very naughty wife in just a few times."
"... Don't say mean things!"
"I'll make you even naughtier, as a reward."
"...!"
he said as he played with my nipples and occasionally touched my clitoris.
While he was doing that, I originally wanted to please him, but I ended up feeling it more and came several times.
Finally,
"Since you seem to like it from behind, let's finish with that,"
he said as he lifted my hips and entered me from behind... and started moving.
By that time, I was so exhausted that I came quickly,
and when he pulled my hands behind my back like before, I felt like I was going crazy.
"No! I'll really die! Stop!"
"I'm coming again! No!"
"Don't move, please!"
"I'm coming!"
I was so loud that I thought I might really die.
He kept going for about 10 minutes, and I came over and over, and when he came on my back, I could feel my body convulsing.
Yesterday, I came many times again, and I'm surprised at myself for being okay with anything he does.
He has a business trip on the 9th and 10th, and he asked me to come with him if possible,
"I'll try to make it,"
I said.
I'm thinking of asking my mother to take care of the kids and coming up with an excuse for my husband.
I've always played the role of a virtuous wife, but now I feel like I've become a very bad wife.
But after reuniting with him, my body can't live without him for the past month.
Even his phone calls make me wet,
and when I use a vibrator thinking of him, I feel empty and want him.
Even now, writing this while remembering, I'm wetting my panties.
