For me, it's a story of a drunken mistake,
I got completely drunk,
and ended up taking the virginity of a younger guy.
I'm a 22-year-old vocational student,
and I have a boyfriend.
We are already engaged and living together.
And the younger virgin guy, Adam,
is a 20-year-old vocational student and a part-time job junior.
I met my boyfriend at that part-time job,
and Adam is also good friends with my boyfriend, and the three of us often hang out together.
One day, I went drinking with a high school friend (male)
whom I hadn't seen in a while.
He had gotten back together with his ex-girlfriend, and I was engaged,
so we were celebrating each other's good news
by drinking a lot at a local pub.
We were drinking at a high pace with high spirits,
and by the time we left the pub, we were both staggering.
His girlfriend came to pick him up,
and since I was close to missing the last train,
we parted ways with a light greeting, saying we'd drink again sometime.
It takes about an hour by train from my hometown to the apartment where I live with my boyfriend,
and I got so drunk that I felt sick on the train.
The swaying of the train is dangerous for a drunk person, lol.
I felt nauseous several times, but
I was too drunk to get off at a station to throw up,
or rather, I felt so sick that I thought I would throw up if I moved, lol.
In the end, I couldn't hold it in and threw up, lol.
I wrapped everything in my cardigan,
which was expensive but covered in vomit, so
I threw it away in the trash can in the restroom (´;ω;)
After that, I got even more drunk,
and I could barely walk,
everything in front of me was fuzzy, lol.
I thought about asking my boyfriend to pick me up, but
he was working the night shift that day, of all days, lol.
So I looked through my call history for someone who could help me,
and Adam came up.
"Hello?"
"Can you come pick me up?"
"Huh? I was sleeping."
"But I can't get home... it's impossible."
"Huh!? I don't care! lol Where are you!? lol"
"At the station, hurry up."
"Come on! You can get home by yourself! lol"
In the end, Adam came to pick me up in about 5 minutes, on his bike.
He even lent me his jacket since I was only wearing a thermal shirt covered in vomit,
and he took me home.
By the way, it was my first time riding tandem, and I was completely high, lol.
Screaming and getting even more drunk, lol.
"Here we are! Open the door!"
"Thanks!"
"Seriously, you need to get your act together!
You're an adult! lol"
"(Ignoring) Bed, over there!"
"Oh, come on..."
He carried me on his shoulder and threw me onto the bed, but
we lost our balance and fell together.
"Hey! I fell too!"
"I don't want to get into bed with dirty clothes! I'm taking them off!"
"Alright, alright, but not here! Over there!"
At this point, he was completely like a mother.
And I was
"Adam, where are my pajamas!?"
whining a lot, lol.
"I don't know! Here, just wear this!"
Adam, completely embarrassed, laughed and
pushed some sweatpants from the bed onto me.
"It's okay! Adam is a virgin,
so I trust he won't do anything! He's a wimp!"
"You're making fun of me too much!
If you're too careless, I'll attack you!"
"Attack me!?"
"Yes, I will! I'm a man too!
Come on, put it on."
"But if it's Adam, it's okay, right?"
"Are you stupid? lol"
"But Adam, you're already hard."
"Wha, wait, you idiot..."
Adam's thing was already so big that you could see it through his pants,
and when I touched it through his pants, it twitched a lot.
"Idiot, idiot, idiot! My boyfriend will get mad!"
"But Adam's is big, you know?"
"Ah, I don't care anymore!"
"What?"
"I don't care anymore,
just touch it properly if you're going to touch it..."
"Okay."
I took off Adam's pants,
and traced over his boxers.
Adam kept letting out painful sighs,
saying things like "Ah" and "Wow".
"Amazing... even through the underwear,
it's completely different from touching it myself."
"I'll touch it directly."
"...Okay."
When I pulled down his underwear,
he said "Wow!"
Ignoring him, I took it into my mouth, and it twitched and jumped,
and he grabbed my shoulder tightly.
I licked the tip and sucked only the head for a while,
but when I took it deep into my throat and moved, he seemed to feel good,
and he pressed my head against his groin.
During that time, Adam kept letting out sighs, and it was kind of cute.
I like making loud, erotic sounds when I give a blowjob,
so I think there were a lot of loud, erotic sounds.
Adam didn't let go of my head,
so I kept making slurping sounds for a while.
It was my first time with a virgin, but
Adam's reactions were so cute that
I got really wet while giving him a blowjob.
"Mary..."
"What?"
"...Can I touch your breasts?"
"Sure, here."
"Wow... they're so soft."
I sat up Adam, who was lying on his back,
and got into a hugging position from behind.
Adam's touch was very awkward,
like he was really feeling the texture of breasts for the first time.
It felt kind of strange.
But when he suddenly pinched my nipple and I let out a loud voice,
his touch changed, and he started kneading them.
He rubbed my nipples with his fingertips
while massaging with his palms.
Partly because I was drunk, it felt pretty good,
and at first, I was holding back my voice, but
eventually, I couldn't hold back and started moaning normally.
"Hey, can I put it in? I can't hold back."
"If it's okay with you, it's okay with me."
We turned to face each other in the cowgirl position,
and while aligning the tip, we deep kissed.
Adam was awkward but earnestly entwined his tongue with mine,
which was strangely erotic and cute,
and I remember getting wet again.
"Ah...!"
"Wow, it's going in... this is bad."
Adam's thing went all the way inside me, and it felt so good,
I wanted to feel the penetration,
so I hugged him without moving,
and he pushed me down and started thrusting in the missionary position.
Adam moved so fast, it was hard to believe he was a virgin.
I felt it so much, like an idiot.
The alcohol and the sense of betrayal towards my boyfriend
made my excitement off the charts.
I was moaning in sync with Adam's movements.
"Oh no, I'm going to cum, ah, I'm cumming."
Adam came at the same time I did.
It felt incredibly good.
Adam came on my stomach, but the amount was insane.
Just to add, I was born unable to have children,
and because of irregular periods, I take birth control pills,
so contraception is not an issue.
But doing it without a condom was pretty shallow, lol.
In the end, Adam and I decided to pretend it never happened,
and we still hang out normally.
There's no way I can tell my boyfriend about this,
and it's an unspoken agreement between Adam and me to keep it a secret forever.
Sorry for the rambling story.
I couldn't tell anyone, so
it felt really good to get it off my chest.
Even now, before getting married, I feel really bad for my boyfriend,
and I deeply regret it.
I never thought I would cheat...
