I was molested for the first time. During my commute, the same person always harasses me. At first, I hated it and changed cars and times, but no matter how much I tried to escape, I was always found and eventually gave up resisting being touched.
As I was touched every day, I gradually started to feel it, and recently I have been completely passive. I was always left frustrated because the person would stop just when I started to feel good (we get on at the same station, and the molester gets off earlier).
But I never thought about wanting more or having sex. That day, as usual, the molester pressed against me and started touching me as soon as we got on the train. Standing to my left, he lifted my skirt without hesitation and touched my butt.
That much was as usual, but when the door closed and the train started moving, the jolt caused my legs to spread wide. Even though I tried to close them, I couldn't because of the crowded train. Then the molester groped my butt with his right hand and touched me from the front with his left hand.
I was defenseless and couldn't hide or escape. He traced my slit over my underwear and played with my clitoris, which he usually didn't touch much, making it unbearable for me, as I am weak there. Whether he sensed it or not, he continued to tease my clitoris.
At first, it was over my underwear, but then he touched me directly, and I was embarrassed to realize how wet I was. I didn't climax on the train, but my legs were shaking with pleasure, and I couldn't think of anything.
As I endured the pleasure, the train stopped, and many people got off. Before I knew it, we had passed both the molester's stop and mine. As I tried to get off, still shaky, the molester took my hand and led me outside the ticket gate.
I knew what would happen if I followed, but I couldn't think, couldn't resist, and had no strength to escape, so I was taken to a hotel. Although I had been molested many times before, it was the first time it led to sex.
Even though I had lost my judgment, it was an unbelievable experience for me.