'Please hold me!'
'Huh!?'
'Just for tonight!'
'What are you talking about?'
'Let's go to a love hotel! Please!'
I approached a man who was enjoying a drink alone at the bar counter.
He looked at me with wide eyes, clearly surprised.
It's no wonder he's shocked because he doesn't know me.
He probably thinks I'm a crazy woman saying something outrageous upon our first meeting.
But I don't care.
This is my last chance...
'No, I don't even know you,' he said.
'Get to know me from now on! My name is Hannah,' I replied.
'No, wait a minute...'
'What's your name?'
'Uh... Kyle...'
'Kyle! Just for tonight! Spend one night with me!'
Both he and the bartender making drinks in front of us looked bewildered and surprised, but I took his arm and half-forced him to the hotel...
'You're quite forceful. Even if you're a woman, it's not right to drag someone to a hotel without consent, is it?'
'I know... but I can't be satisfied unless Kyle holds me tonight!'
'Are you drunk?'
'Yes! Very much so!'
'You're a strange one.'
'Say whatever you want! Let's do something naughty! My body is aching.'
I took off my dress and sat on his lap in my underwear.
'Am I not attractive?'
I gave him a seductive look to arouse him.
'...'
'It seems like you're getting hard here.'
'Any man would react. You're quite strange, but your face is my type.'
'Hehe. What kind of naughty things do you want to do, Kyle?'
'Well... make me feel good with this.'
'Yes!'
I wasn't sure how to do it, but I hesitantly touched him over his pants.
'That's not enough. Aren't you used to this? Use your mouth.'
He traced the line of my lips with his index finger.
I knelt at his feet and took out his erect member from his pants.
'Suck it.'
He grabbed my shoulders and pulled me closer, bringing his member to my face.
I gently touched the tip with my tongue and covered it with my lips. I rubbed it with the flat of my tongue.
I sucked on his swollen member, making a wet sound that echoed in the quiet room.
The lewd sound of saliva reached my ears, making me blush with embarrassment.
'Mm...'
I didn't miss the sweet sigh that escaped from Kyle. I focused on licking his sensitive spots.
'Ah... harder.'
Kyle grabbed my head and moved his hips.
He thrust deeply and vigorously, reaching the back of my throat.
'Mm... mm...'
I desperately took his rhythm for Kyle's sake.
'Hannah, I'm about to come.'
Hearing him call my name made me happy, and I increased my pace to bring him to climax.
'...Mm, Kyle... mm...'
'...I'm coming...'
Throb...
'Ah... kuh...'
A large amount of his desire filled my mouth.
'Mm... mm, mm...'
I swallowed it down, making a gulping sound to avoid spilling any of his desire.
'Did you swallow it?'
'Did it feel good?'
'Well, yeah.'
'Then I'm glad... I'm happy to have pleased you, Kyle...'
His once spent member regained its hardness and mass.
Thinking that he was aroused by me filled my heart with affection.
'What's next?'
'Then let me put it in here, Hannah.'
'Are you going to put it in already?'
When I asked, Kyle gave a thin smile and said, 'Your body is aching, right?'
Oh, that's right...
I said that earlier...
'Then let's put it in quickly and do something about that aching body.'
'Aren't we going to kiss?'
'It's not necessary.'
He said coldly.
For Kyle, this was an act without love.
Kissing wasn't necessary...
'...Okay.'
'Come on, take off your underwear quickly.'
Following his instructions, I took off my underwear, and Kyle roughly pushed me onto the bed, grabbing my knees and spreading them wide.
He positioned the tip at my entrance and thrust it all the way in.
'Ah, ahh... ahh...'
For the first time in my life, I was connected with a man.
His member filled me completely.
It was an unprecedented sensation.
Kyle moved his hips vigorously, making a squelching sound.
'I thought you were experienced. You're too tight... relax a bit.'
'...Because Kyle's is... so big...'
'I see. Then I'll move as much as I want.'
He thrust his hips vigorously.
The bed creaked in rhythm with his movements.
My inexperienced body screamed in pain.
Especially since there was no foreplay or even a kiss.
But more than that, being connected with Kyle made me happy.
'Mm... ah... kuh... mm...'
The painful act gradually turned into sweet pleasure.
The place where we were connected started making lewd, wet sounds.
He grabbed my bouncing breasts and pinched the protruding tips.
'Ah! Mm, ah, mm!'
The place where we were connected grew hotter, and sweet sighs escaped my lips.
'...Ah... mm... I want more of you, Kyle...'
I tightly wrapped my legs around his waist.
The feeling of our skin touching was incredibly pleasant.
Kyle's face twisted in pleasure as well.
I felt so much love and longing that I couldn't express it in words.
I wished this moment could last forever.
'Ah, ahh, Kyle... ahh!'
The first and last night I could spend with you.
'Kyle... Kyle... ah...'
I called his name over and over again.
'I'll thrust even more.'
'No, no, ah, ahh...'
My insides throbbed intensely, and a great pleasure pierced through my entire body.
'I'm about to come.'
'Ah, come inside me... ah... fill me up...'
'...I'm coming...'
His movements became faster, and his member, which filled me completely, grew even larger and then burst.
A large amount of hot desire was poured into my deepest part.
My insides contracted repeatedly, seeking every last drop of his love.
As I caught my breath and basked in the afterglow of pleasure, Kyle's face quietly approached mine... I closed my eyes gently.
A soft touch on my lips for just a moment.
Ah, so this is a kiss...
Something hot welled up, and my throat tightened, making me cry.
'You said you wouldn't kiss...'
'Why are you crying?'
'Because you kissed me for the first time, Kyle, and I'm so happy...'
'You're really strange.'
(...I wish we could stay together forever.)
I swallowed the thought that almost came out of my mouth.
The dreamlike happy time came to an end.
'Thank you.'
'Hey... what did you want? You're actually a virgin, right?'
'You noticed...'
'Yeah, I felt something was off halfway through.'
'I thought it would be too heavy if I said it was my first time... um, I'm getting married tomorrow.'
'...What?'
'It's been decided since I was a child... I'm getting married to protect my father's company. To someone I've never met. So I was told not to fall in love or have a boyfriend. But...'
'...'
'But I couldn't do it. Love is cruel. When I first saw you, I fell in love with you without even knowing your name. I didn't intend to fall in love.'
'What is that...'
'From tomorrow, I'll be held by someone I don't love and have children for the sake of the company... I can't bear the thought. But I can't escape the marriage... So at least for my first night, I wanted to be with someone I love. Even if it's just physically...'
'If you had told me about your situation... I thought you were an easy woman who would sleep with anyone, so I treated you roughly...'
'It's okay! With today's memory, I can endure any hardship in the future. Thank you. I love you. Goodbye.'
I wanted to fall in love normally.
To be with someone eventually.
To think of someone like an ordinary girl.
I just wanted to be normal.
I didn't wish for anything more...
Even though my heart desires to be with you, to be with you...
It's a wish that can never be granted.
Fin.
