The other day, it seems I was disliked by a friend who has a queen-like presence (I hadn't noticed), and when I was invited to a group date, I ended up being the target of a game and was left half-naked and humiliated...
I was shocked in many ways.
I was shocked that I was disliked, that I hadn't noticed, and by what happened during the game, but more than anything, I was shocked by myself for getting aroused despite my reluctance.
And the fact that being pointed out made me even more excited...
I've somehow managed to sort out my feelings, but I'm at a loss as to how to deal with this 'new me'.
I don't know how to express it.
It's indescribable, but I feel restless.
Now that I've finally sorted it out, I decided to write it down here.
There were 8 participants (4 men and 4 women).
Including me, the 4 women were from the same women's college.
The men were university students who were acquaintances of the queen.
I was a student from the countryside, while the other 3 women were from affiliated schools.
The group date started at a stylish Italian restaurant.
For some reason, the second party was held at a guy's apartment.
The queen insisted that everyone participate in the second party, and since the guys were from a famous university and I was a bit curious about a guy's apartment, I thought it would be okay and decided to go.
Well, I was already quite drunk by then, and I couldn't refuse the queen's forceful invitation, so I went along.
When we got to the guy's apartment, we started talking and drinking normally, and then someone suggested playing a game...
The other 7 seemed used to this kind of flow, and I just went along with it.
We played various games, and since I was not used to it, I lost about half of the time.
At first, the guys were considerate and reduced the amount of alcohol for me, but as I got more drunk, I couldn't stop myself.
As I got quite drunk and it was getting late, I told the other girls that I wanted to go home, but they said, "You live alone, so it's fine," and "If anything happens, we'll protect you," so I couldn't leave.
And then, when I was quite drunk, the 'King's Game' started.
At first, the commands were harmless, like with everyone else.
Then, some slightly erotic commands started coming out.
Answer the king's questions (nipple color, favorite position, number of experiences, abnormal experiences, etc.).
Tickle (the person being tickled can choose the partner).
Suck on a banana.
Both men and women did these things, but at first, the tougher commands were given to the men, and occasionally to the women.
During one of the 'tickle' rounds, the queen was the king, and I was chosen to be tickled.
I chose a same-sex partner, but since I'm very ticklish and the tickling was quite severe, I accidentally hit the queen's face with my elbow.
Seeing this, the queen said, "It's dangerous, so tie her hands," and I was tied up behind my back.
Since I was the one who elbowed her and I was drunk and didn't understand well, I quietly let myself be tied up.
From there, the content became more intense.
Since I was tied up, I couldn't draw lots, and I was always the leftover.
When a girl became the king, I was almost always the target.
What I remember being chosen for...
Having my ears licked (by girls from both sides).
Having my bra unhooked (since I couldn't use my hands, the person with the chosen number unhooked it, a guy).
Having my stockings removed (also by a guy, who then smelled them).
The guys seemed a bit hesitant, like "Is this really okay?", but the girls, perhaps because they were drunk, were all excited and didn't stop, and I was left to their mercy.
When a guy was the king, it was uncertain who would be chosen, but it seemed like the guys were also scheming, and one of the girls would be subjected to the same things as me.
However, the other girls could use their hands, but I couldn't, and as my skirt gradually rolled up, I couldn't fix it.
My bra was unhooked and dangling awkwardly.
My hands were numb, and I needed to use the bathroom, so I said, "Excuse me, I need to go to the bathroom...", but they told me to go as I was, and when I looked troubled, the queen untied the rope and gently said, "Go ahead."
I thought she was actually a nice person and went to the bathroom.
After using the bathroom, I returned to the room.
In hindsight, I think they schemed something while I was in the bathroom.
A rule was made that if more than 4 people opposed a command, it would be invalid, and the person who gave the command would be punished.
I thought this was convenient and agreed without thinking.
But that was a mistake.
From then on, almost all the king's commands targeted me (my number).
Even if I opposed, the other girls didn't, and the commands were carried out.
Commands to remove one piece of clothing hit me several times in a row, and I ended up in just my underwear (top and bottom), skirt, and camisole.
Luckily, I became the king next and commanded, "End the King's Game" (based on my experience, this command was allowed).
...But it was immediately rejected by the aforementioned rule.
"It's unfair to punish you right away, so you can give another command," they said, and after thinking, I commanded, "Everyone except the king removes 4 pieces of clothing," but this was reduced to 2 pieces.
The girls opposed, but the guys didn't, and the guys, who were already lightly dressed, removed their socks and jackets, and the girls removed their stockings or jackets.
If it had been 4 pieces, it would have been quite revealing, and I thought if the next king was a girl, she would command to end the game, but with 2 pieces, there was still room.
And the next king was a guy.
"Girls remove their bras, guys remove their pants (boxers)."
Of course, I was chosen.
With only a camisole on top, it would be quite revealing without a bra.
"I can't dress like a prostitute..."
My words seemed to provoke something, and the queen said, "It's a command, so obey quietly."
I thought about sneaking out while pretending to change, but my clothes and bag were nowhere to be found.
Reluctantly, I went to the bathroom and removed my bra.
"You look cute, like a prostitute."
"It suits you."
"Sexy."
I was greeted with words that I couldn't tell if they were compliments or insults.
I was worried about my nipples showing, but the game continued.
The next king was also a guy, and the command was, "The chosen one takes a break and stands in the middle of the circle facing the king until the next command ends."
Of course, I was chosen.
Of course, no one opposed.
I was made to crawl on all fours in the middle of the circle, facing the king.
The king could probably see my nipples.
The people next to me might have seen them too.
I was in a position with my butt sticking out, and although it wasn't a mini skirt, I thought it wouldn't be visible, but I was so nervous that my body felt hot.
I wanted the next command to come quickly, but it didn't.
Feeling the gazes of the 7 people, my body got hotter and hotter.
"Your nipples are showing."
"For someone dressed like a prostitute, your color is pretty."
"Your face is red and cute."
The king whispered in my ear while licking it.
I thought, that's not part of the command... but I was too focused on enduring the situation to do anything.
The next command was...
"The chosen one sits on the king's lap (takes a break) and can be touched over their clothes. If they make a sound, the break is extended."
After this, I couldn't draw lots.
No matter how much I endured, if they blew in my ear, I would make a sound.
Even if it was over my clothes, with only a camisole, if they touched my nipples, I would feel it, and if they touched my crotch over my underwear, I would feel it too, and when they said, "You're wet," "Soaked," I got even more excited and made sounds.
Even if I didn't draw lots, I was called by name.
Commands like, "Move to the king's place," made me move around like an object.
I was completely their toy.
I was drunk, but feeling it made my body hotter, and I felt like the alcohol was hitting me, making my body weak and unable to resist.
And despite being treated like that, I felt it, which made me confused and not knowing what to do...
My skirt was rolled up, and although I wasn't undressed, I almost wet myself.
The queen and the other girls watched me being tormented with amusement, saying whatever they wanted.
I realized from their words that they disliked me...
I was subjected to many other terrible things, but fortunately, I wasn't raped.
The other main commands were...
Deep kissing (forced to intertwine tongues and lick inside the mouth, and I felt it despite myself).
Forced M-shaped leg spread (made to sit on a chair with my legs spread. Even though it was over my underwear, they saw my wet underwear).
Licking exposed parts (armpits, ears, neck, thighs, legs, etc., it was disgusting and embarrassing, but I felt it).
Forced to touch a guy's crotch and masturbate him (the guy made weird sounds, which was funny but disgusting. But it was hot and big, which made my heart race).
I hated it so much, I should have felt like running to the police, but I was confused by the fact that I accepted it despite everything.
What am I?
I've never felt that much with my boyfriend, so why...
That's the end for now.
I'm worried about what will happen if my boyfriend finds out.
Even if I was tricked, will he forgive me for being humiliated like that?
I'm disgusted with myself for feeling it.
Why did I feel it?
I'm ashamed that 7 people saw me in that state (especially since 3 of them are my college classmates).
What if the guys call me out using that as a pretext?
How should I interact with the 3 girls from now on?
My feelings are all mixed up, and I just wanted someone to listen.
