I was a sophomore in college, and in December, I went on a three-day, two-night ski trip with some friends from class.
The group consisted of five boys and three girls.
We weren't particularly close, but I decided to join because the boy I liked (Kevin) was going.
The first day was fun; we skied and then drank together in the evening. I even got to spend some time with Kevin at the arcade, and things were going well.
However, on the afternoon of the second day, two of the girls ran into some high school friends on the slopes and decided to leave with them, saying, "Sorry, we're heading back."
I was a bit uneasy about going back alone, so I decided to stay and return with the boys the next day.
I had a bad feeling about it...
That night, after dinner, we returned to our room and started drinking again, playing the King's Game.
At first, it was just light-hearted fun, and I was happy to be near Kevin, so I let my guard down.
Then, as expected, the dares escalated to kissing, touching breasts, and grabbing crotches.
At first, it was over clothes, but then the King's Game led to a strip game where I had to play against five boys... I won against one, but the second one started from where the first left off.
I was definitely drunk and not thinking clearly... but even if I had been sober, the result might have been the same.
Eventually, I ended up completely naked...
I was allowed to wrap myself in a bath towel, but the game didn't stop there. Even with just the towel, they continued to grope my breasts and press their crotches against me...
All the boys, even Kevin, exposed themselves.
They rubbed their crotches against me through the towel, licked my nipples, and groped me.
Looking up at Kevin, I silently screamed, 'Help me!' as they all reached under the towel, and despite my efforts to hold it in place, I ended up completely naked...
They all saw my private parts, took turns fingering me, and performing oral sex...
"Hey, this is too much. Let's stop before it gets awkward later?"
No matter how much I pleaded, the boys wouldn't stop.
I just wanted it to end quickly.
But the fourth boy to perform oral sex was Kevin.
I think Kevin knew I had feelings for him.
While the others held me down, he kissed me on the mouth instead of my private parts.
I almost cried because he kissed me on the mouth.
"It's okay."
Kevin made the others let go of me, lifted me onto his lap, and hugged me tightly.
But more than being happy, I was incredibly embarrassed...
Because everyone could see everything except the front of my body that was pressed against Kevin.
They peeked at my breasts, touched them...
Every time they did, I twitched...
As I squirmed in Kevin's arms, the boys started peeking from behind...
"Your butt hole is completely exposed."
As soon as they said that, I felt a shiver of embarrassment and couldn't stop trembling.
But since I was straddling Kevin's lap, I couldn't escape, and they continued to play with my butt and private parts...
"Wow, you're already soaking wet," they said as they took turns fingering me.
When they moved their fingers in and out, I tightened up, and they said, "You're squeezing so tight. It feels good, doesn't it?"
When I tried to hold back from tightening, they said, "You're so loose," and I got more confused...
Eventually, they started inserting two fingers at once, then three, then four, and even opened me up to look inside.
They even used mayonnaise as lubricant and inserted cheese sticks into me.
When I tried to resist by tightening, they forced the cheese sticks in, and one broke off inside me.
The boys found it hilarious and said, "Let's see how much more we can fit," and pushed the rest in.
They then inserted two cheese sticks at once, and even though it was painful and I couldn't take it, they forced them in...
"Get them out yourself," they said, pulling me off Kevin and making me remove the cheese sticks in front of everyone.
By then, I was beyond embarrassed.
Even without being held down, I kept my legs spread... I was in shock.
They made me perform oral sex on all of them, swallowing everything they ejaculated, and even Kevin got excited and pushed himself deep into my throat, filling it with his hot fluid.
After that, it turned into a gang rape.
At first, the others watched quietly, but with alcohol in their systems, they couldn't wait their turn and made me perform oral sex while being penetrated, or made me use my hands to pleasure them...
When it was Kevin's turn, I felt nothing, and that shocked me.
Even though there were five of them, it didn't end after five times, and we quickly ran out of condoms. "It's fine, nothing's coming out anymore," they said, and started ejaculating inside me.
"No, not inside!"
I tried to escape, but I had no strength in my hands or feet.
They ejaculated inside me...
By then, everyone was in full sex mode, and they scooped out the previous guy's semen with their fingers and put it back in.
"It hurts, stop," I said, but they put mayonnaise in my butt and used it too.
It hurt, and I struggled, but eventually, I became numb and they kept going.
I think I slept a little by morning.
But even while I slept, they kept going... the floor was covered in tissues.
Eventually, they took me to the slopes.
Under my ski wear, I was completely naked.
They took me to a secluded area in the woods, but still visible to people skiing, and had sex with me there.
On the way back, at a parking area, they took me out of the car, naked except for Kevin's large down jacket, and washed me with freezing water in the men's restroom, then continued the gang rape in the car.
There were two cars, so they made me switch cars halfway, and I was raped again in the other car.
Later, I found out that the two girls who left had lied about meeting friends and had actually escaped because they sensed something bad was going to happen.
