The Secret Desires of a Married Woman

I've been married for 5 years, but unfortunately, I haven't been faithful to my husband.

I love my husband from the bottom of my heart, but sometimes I have an uncontrollable desire to be ravished and devoured by another man, to be made a mess of.

Generally, this might be called a submissive desire or an inclination towards masochism.

However, while some people have a desire to be ravished by dirty men (like vagrants),

in my case, I prefer to seduce handsome, well-bred, and sophisticated men who seem unlikely to ever cheat.

I enjoy seeing such men, who don't match their refined faces, with their large, throbbing members devouring my body like animals.

Before and after marriage, many men have approached me wanting to sleep with me, but I always chose the handsome, well-built ones who seemed to have impressive members

(I would subtly check their bulges, arms, hands, and fingers to make an educated guess) and had unprotected sex with them.

Sometimes, even if they were handsome, their members weren't impressive or the sex was boring, in which case I would quickly discard them as not worth the risk.

Currently, besides my husband, I have a regular boyfriend who is exactly my type, and our sexual compatibility is outstanding.

I dislike condoms, so I always prefer unprotected sex.

Therefore, I avoid men who might transmit STDs.

I enjoy the sensation of a throbbing, unprotected member mercilessly thrusting deep into my womb,

swallowing the semen that flows vigorously with each pulse,

and tightening around it while still connected,

then taking it into my mouth and sucking it strongly until the last drop.

When I do this, even men become like women during orgasm, giving me an indescribable sense of fulfillment.

So, while I have a submissive side, I might also have a slight dominant side.

I'm not entirely sure about that part.

Both my husband and boyfriend have grotesquely large members that don't match their refined faces, but my boyfriend's member stands erect more quickly,

and no matter how many times I drain him, he quickly stands erect again, making me climax with his mouth, hands, and member about three times an hour,

allowing us to engage in many perverted activities, which is very exciting.

On dangerous days, I let my husband ejaculate inside me for the purpose of conceiving, and on safe days, I let my boyfriend ejaculate inside me, but when I desperately want my boyfriend to ravish me on dangerous days,

after making me climax repeatedly, I let him ejaculate in all my other holes except my vagina.

Before meeting me, he seemed to have had quite normal sex, and even with me, he started with relatively normal sex as mentioned earlier,

but gradually he began to seek change, tearing my clothes and underwear to ravish me like a whore,

experiencing the thrill of being thrust into during work or phone calls, almost getting noticed by the other party,

filming extreme videos together, exploring anal play, face showers, shaving, cosplay, body sushi, SM play, strip shows, and masturbation shows (of course, mine),

continuing to challenge various things daily.

Every time we try something new, it feels like his throbbing member becomes even more powerful.

Among these, my favorite is having a vibrator deeply inserted into both my vagina and anus,

while he licks my vagina and clitoris intensely, driving me crazy.

When I climax this way, it feels like I might die, and I scream so loudly that it wouldn't be surprising if the police were called.

Moreover, he doesn't stop there; he leaves one vibrator deeply in my anus,

pulls out the other vibrator from my dripping vagina, and replaces it with his throbbing member, making alien-like squelching sounds,

thrusting repeatedly.

The impact makes my breasts bounce up and down each time, and his hands occasionally squeeze my breasts roughly.

During this, the vibrator in my anus is also thrusting.

As women might understand, once a woman reaches climax, she continues to feel the same way,

mixing pain and pleasure until she doesn't know what's happening, and before she realizes it,

she's screaming, "Ahhh! Please! No more! Forgive me!"

But my usually gentle and refined boyfriend says with a beautiful face,

"Shut up, you want to be ravished more! I'll thrust deeper!"

At that point, my excitement peaks, and finally, he thrusts his large member deep into my anus, ejaculating mercilessly inside,

while still playing with my clitoris with his hand.

I continue to be ravished in a state of continuous climax, almost fainting.

Besides this, we think of various situations depending on the time,

like being ravished in the open on the porch of an inn with cars passing by,

or sneaking into the CEO's office in an empty office (he's a colleague) and playing the role of a secretary serving the CEO,

or being ravished from behind while looking at a beautiful view from a mountain top, ejaculating inside,

or making him climax with my mouth while soaking in an open-air bath with a sea view at sunset,

or being ravished on the cold stone pavement of an ancient city,

or being pinned against an old pillar behind a famous temple, feeling the history, while being thrust so hard that I float in the air,

or making each other climax while driving on the highway (when he's driving, I use my mouth and swallow everything,

when I'm driving, cunnilingus is physically impossible, so he makes me climax with his hand),

or having standing sex in the shower of an airport lounge, getting soaked, or climaxing with the takeoff rush of a plane,

we immediately act on any idea that seems interesting.

My husband doesn't know about my promiscuity.

If I encounter another lucky large member, I'll share my experiences in interesting places and situations.