The Secret Desires of a Married Woman

I have been married for almost two years now.
Before getting married, I had been with three men, including my husband.
However, in the past year, I have been involved with six men other than my husband.

It wasn't that I initiated these relationships.
They approached me.

Out of those six men, four are from the company I currently work for.
It's the same company I worked for before getting married, and they are all from the same department.
There's the manager, the supervisor, and two younger guys from the same section.

The other two were introduced to me by friends: one is two years older than me, and the other is one year younger.
I'm still in touch with all of them.

I had my first experience with a college student during the summer of my senior year in high school.
It wasn't particularly enjoyable; it felt more like a duty.

After breaking up with the guy I dated through college and into my first job,
I started dating my current husband.
Even then, it still felt like a duty.

But gradually, my feelings began to change.
I started to crave it more and more.
Now, we do it almost every day.
Sometimes, multiple times a day.

My husband is 11 years older than me,
but he's very energetic at night.
Unless he comes home drunk, he is always ready.

Now that I'm 27, I've come to understand the pleasure of sex,
the incredible sensations.
My husband taught me that.

I even feel like I discovered how good sex feels too late.
To make up for lost time, I started to actively enjoy it.

The manager invited me, the supervisor invited me,
and even the younger guys from the same section invited me.
I gave in to the pleasure of being pursued and ended up having relationships with them.

With one of the younger guys, I might have been the one who initiated it.
That happened much later.

I've come to understand that sex is different with each man.

Things really got wild when I joined a group date organized by a friend.
I participated as a single woman,
but my friend got drunk and revealed that I was married.

There were five men at that event,
and four of them secretly asked for my contact information.
One of them caught my interest,
and I ended up having a relationship with him the next day.

I realized that being a married woman is quite popular.
It's like a brand, being a married woman...

I joined another group date,
and there was a younger guy I liked.
I secretly told him I was married.

As I expected, his attitude changed,
and we went to a hotel that same day.

I never thought being a married woman would make me so popular.
I've never been this popular in my life.

However, these relationships are purely physical.
It's not that they love me.
But that's fine.
Because that's what I want too.