I got divorced at the age of 27.
I have two children, an 8-year-old boy and a 6-year-old girl, and I have custody of both of them. We moved back to my parents' house, and I commute to work from there.
Even after the divorce, I earn a good salary as the head of the sales office, and living with my parents has improved our financial situation compared to before.
My parents take care of the children, so I can focus on my work even if I have to stay late.
For six months after the divorce, I didn't have any sexual activity, although there were times when I wanted to.
During business meetings and receptions with a certain company's representative, the department manager would always touch my buttocks or say lewd things when we were alone.
The worst was when I got drunk, and he touched my chest over my blouse, put his hand under my skirt, stimulated my private parts, and kissed me.
When I was about to be taken to a hotel, I managed to avoid it, but I was left feeling sexually frustrated.
I was worried that I might eventually give in to that manager or be raped, but I was relieved when the company's area of responsibility changed due to the relocation of the sales office.
However, a new problem arose. The new sales office was far from my parents' house, and the train ride in the opposite direction took 1 hour and 30 minutes, which was exhausting.
On my first day at the new office, I was groped by multiple men on the train. They tore my stockings, moved my panties aside, and humiliated me by touching my private parts and breasts.
Despite changing the train time and car, the groping continued daily, and I gradually became addicted to the pleasure and accepted it.
Although I don't want to admit it, being groped continuously made me feel good, and I started choosing more revealing clothes, changing my stockings to garter belts, and wearing thong panties.
The men groping me would humiliate me intensely, and it felt incredibly good.
I knew I shouldn't fall into this pleasure, but I accepted being groped by multiple men.
The pleasure was unlike anything I had experienced before, and just imagining having sex with multiple men made my private parts hot and wet.
Since I couldn't masturbate at home due to living with my parents and children, I would fantasize about being groped by men during overtime at the office to relieve my frustration.
The groping escalated from occasional to daily, with more men involved, and I pretended to resist while enjoying the pleasure.
Previously, I was made to touch the men's genitals over their pants, but now I was touching their bare genitals inside their pants.
The men's genitals were hard, thick, and long, and I wanted them inside me.
One day, after working late, I searched for 'groping' online and found groping experiences, forums, and videos.
I clicked on a video titled 'A Housewife Drowning in Groping' and watched it.
The video showed a housewife who hadn't had sex with her husband for a long time, witnessing groping on her commute, and accepting the groping without resistance.
After work, she would masturbate at home, and the next day, she was groped again, taken to a restroom by two men, and raped.
She started commuting without panties or a bra, being groped by multiple men, and having sex in restrooms and hotels, drowning in pleasure.
While watching the video, I couldn't resist imagining myself being raped and masturbated by inserting my fingers into my private parts.
I realized I wanted to be raped.
That night, I took a shortcut through a park, hoping to be raped like in the video.
Although I felt someone following me, nothing happened, and I reached home disappointed.
From that day on, I took the park shortcut, hoping to be raped.
A week later, my wish came true.
That morning, I was groped by multiple men on the train, and my private parts ached with desire.
Unfortunately, there was a company celebration that night, and I couldn't relieve my frustration by masturbating at the office.
After the celebration, I went to the crowded train station and was groped again on the train.
Despite pretending to resist, I spread my legs and pushed out my buttocks, allowing the men to touch my private parts and breasts.
More men joined in, and I was humiliated all over my body.
As my stop approached, the groping stopped, and I adjusted my clothes before getting off the train and taking the park shortcut home.
Thinking about the unsatisfying groping, I fantasized about being raped like in the video, and my private parts became hot and wet.
While walking through the park, I was suddenly grabbed from behind, lifted, and taken to a disabled restroom by several men.
Inside, one man covered my mouth and whispered in my ear.
Man A: "If you scream, you'll get hurt. Nod if you understand!"
I nodded, realizing I was about to be raped by four men.
Man B: "You always felt it when we groped you! Your private parts were always wet!"
Man C: "Don't be shy! You always felt it and moved your hips when we put our fingers inside you. You even wore revealing clothes and gave us handjobs!"
I denied it, but deep down, I wanted to be raped by the four men.
Man D: "Don't act tough! I've always wanted to put my penis inside you and make you feel good!"
I begged them to let me go, but my private parts were hot and wet with anticipation.
Man A and Man B unbuttoned my blouse, lifted my bra, and groped my breasts, while Man B licked my nipples, making me moan.
Man C kissed me, and I pretended to resist while accepting his tongue.
Man D licked my private parts, making me feel incredibly good.
Man D: "Your private parts are soaking wet! You felt it when we groped you!"
I admitted it felt good, and they continued to humiliate me.
Man C: "Are you a housewife? How old are you? What's your name? If you don't tell us, we'll post your photos online!"
Feeling overwhelmed by pleasure, I told them the truth.
Me: "Yes, I'm a housewife. I'm 27 years old. My name is Megan."
Man B: "A housewife! I love humiliating housewives! Megan, give us handjobs like you did on the train!"
I gave them handjobs, thinking about being raped by their large penises.
Eventually, I was raped by all four men, feeling incredible pleasure.
When I came to, the men were gone, and they had taken my bra and thong.
Being raped by multiple men felt so good, and I wanted to be raped again.
Next week, I plan to commute without a bra or panties, hoping to be groped and raped by multiple men.
Someone, please grope and rape me with many penises.
